hiiiiiiighschool yo

WELL, seeing as though high school is winding down, i think it's safe to say the majority of it has been fun. freshman year everyone is scared shitless, but everyone learns to adapt. sophomore year (my FAV) is great, cause you're not a freshman anymore, and you're still too young to be bogged down by college stuff and career ideas. junior year is horrible...wayyyy too much work and wayyy too many people yelling at you that you need to plan the rest of your life in one year...i.e. YOU NEEEED TO FIND A COLLEGE AND YOU NEEEED TO PICK A MAJOR!!!!! chill people, everything works out. SENIOR year is good...i mean i thought it would be better than it is tho. i thought it would be sweet to be the oldest, but it's really just annoying to see how many young kids are around you and to witness all the stupid shit that we all did again through the actions of underclassmen. i just want to be surrounded by people who are my age/older again...i get along better with older people i think cause personally i think the drama that comes with the majority of my classmates is immature and pointless. people think i live under a rock because i don't know whats going on with everyones drama...well i guess i do, but i chose to stay away from it because i hang out with people who are chill and don't flip out over useless stuff. OMG THIS GIRL IS DATING MY EX BOYFRIEND EVEN THO WE BROKE UP 4 YEARS AGO. ummmm grow up? i swear the maturity level of some people i have to interact with on a day to day basis is one of the major reasons i want to get out of high school. i mean, i've seen college life, and it's so much more laid back and accepting of things...not to say theres not any but theres much less petty drama that fills high school. okay there are hot pockets to be eaten i gotta go.

i am tired.

i was just thinking about how amazingly sweet it would be to not need sleep. like can you even imagine if we needed like an hour of sleep a night, and work hours stayed the same so the rest of the time you could just do whatever you want...dude. i would love it. cause i hate this 8 hours a night bullshit...or for me 10 hours because apparently i'm still 5 months old according to my required amount of sleep for me to feel rested. like i don't have time to sleep more than like 6 hours a night.. too much shiiittt to doooo. ugh i wish i lived in europe it's so much more chill over there..none of this go go go busy omg stress crap. and on that note i'm going to take a nap.

damn it feels good to be a ganster

i'm just listening to the song...and it makes me want to go watch office space...cause office space OWNS.
And all I gotta say to you
Wannabe, gonnabe, cocksuckin, pussy-eatin prankstas
Cuz when the fry dies down what the fuck you gonna do
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
bahahahhaaha its GOLD. like stupid rap like that is my guilty pleasure...guilty because it really is shit compared to the regular music i listen to but ITS SO FUN TO LISTEN TO. hahahahah if anyone reads this and went to danny p's cabin last summer DUDE DO YOU REMEMBER CJ BEING BLACKED OUT ASLEEP UPSTAIRS THEN THIS SONG CAME ON AND HE SPRINTED DOWN STAIRS TO SING IT HAAAAAHAHAHAAHA ah i love summer..

music<333333

so one thing i really really like about my boyfriend is he is excellent at the guitar. I was over at his house today and i just ended up listening to him play for like an hour...and i can literally be like "hey joe, i feel like hearing some soul to squeeze by chili peps and he'll start playing it perfectly...seriously the kid has some talent. but anyways i started going through his itunes and me and him share a lot of the same taste in music, so i came home and just raped limewire (don't report me i know its illegal) and downloaded tonssssss of good shit that i haven't even heard of...just random good bands. i love it. like i still kinda feel like death (hence why i wasn't in school today, but it was mostly just because i rather sleep all day then go to school, and if i can't just take days off when i actually have a career, mind as well take advantage of it now), so tonight is perfect for the chill in my room by myself and listen to wicked good music all night. i mean this is rare for me, i normally go out like every weekend night, so its really nice to get some sort of break and just chill with music...it gets me soo tranquil if its the right stuff (i.e. tonsss of rhcp and led zeppelin and frusciante and then some random good songs from bands like muse or queens of the stone age)...i hate the radio unless its classic rock stations. 104.1 is a joke, and sorry if any reader out there is a fan, but personally i think it's aimed at 12 year old girls who want to memorize every lyric of every new rap song or song thats supposed to be "soOoOoO relatable to teenage angst" so they can recite everything and look cool in front of their friends at the next school dance. granted, i used to be said tool who did things like that back in middle school when everyone was a follower, but i'm glad i've grown out of that phase and have entered the phase of do what you love, and fuck the rest (little miss sunshine<333). okay this is distracting me from my muuuuussssiiiiiiiccc bye

bleh

So I get a cold every winter, and since it's already almost march I thought I had escaped one, but no dice. I woke up with morning shaking cause I was so cold and I couldn't exactly move cause my head felt like it weighed 9438535 lbs.....sweet. SO i slept all day and blew off school... it was quite delish. I still kinda feel like death but i've literally slept all day so i guess i should do something now...aka my blog...the homework with the least amount of brain work required. okay this work is wayyy too strenuous i'm gonna go watch family guy...

I may be a sadist, but this is hilarious.

HAHAHAHAHAHHA i can seriously watch this over and over and not get sick of it....especially the part with the old lady and the dog..AHAH. I don't know what it is about people falling thats so funny but i think i enjoy it a little too much....hell here i come :)

HAPPY BDAY JUJJJJJJJ

this blog is dedicated to JULIA MARIE TYE who is 18 today......whore! and there is no better way to celebrate then hardcore binging on wings tonight cause hiiiiiii kellys has wing night every tuesday. i'll ski to kellys if need be cause um i've been craving wings wicked hard lately. i guess this can be relevant to my last blog considering i always finish my dozen and am hungry for more...but stop because i'm so disgusted with myself that i just ate a dozen wings. anyways, happy birthday juuuuuuuuuuliaaaaaa and NOW WE CAN GO UP TO SYRACUSE TO VISIT MEG! (i call the couch in the lounge no blitz ps)

<3my metabolism

I was just thinking about it, and the way I eat, I really should be at least 1000 lbs. This is not a joke. I really feel like I'm one of those people you see on talk shows that talk about their 92 course meals and their 94859384lb body weights. I came to this conclusion when I got home from school today and feasted on this huuuuuuuuugeee ass plate of spaghetti and chicken parm and salad and after I felt like I had one of those pathetic "smartones" meals that is just a tease for your stomach. Well anyways, my metabolism and I are the best of friends, because I can basically eat these massive amounts of food multiple times a day and not gain a pound. I'm just reallllly dreading the day when all this food turns to rolls on me HA. Freshman 15 here I come >_<.

awwwwwww kids can be annoying but little british ones are sooo cute!!!!

LITTLE KIDS CAN BE SOOO CUTE!!!!!! I've seen that before, but my sister just sent me that link on aim and her response to it was "it makes me not hate kids!" and if anyone knows my sister, then the video is clearly beyond adorable. I love people with accents. Ahhhh I want to marry a british guy, accents are HOT. awww I hope my kids are that cute someday.

is it summer yet?

I had a dream last night that it was 90 out, and I am craving summer harder than I ever have before in my lifeeeeeeeeee. I miss the shorts and tank tops, I miss swimming, I miss the beach, I miss looking forward to going outside, I miss taking walks, I miss steamy nights where if they is nothing to do my friends and I just hit up boswell hill park (anne marie and julia if you read this you know what is good). Well since it's like 0 out now, I mind as well dream of where I could be. So if I could be anywhere right now it would be some island out in the caribbean with no little screaming children running around the beach or old men in thongs, just my close friends and I relaxing to the extreme. OH there can be some cute surfers there too to teach me how to surf and whatnot..teehee. It would have to be at least like 85 with a breeze and bright sun. And I would be soooo tan because I CAN'T STAND BEING AS PALE AS I AM NOW, I'M PRACTICALLY ALBINO. I refuse to go tanning tho...hello scabies! ew. Ya 4 or 5 months til it's warm again, I can't wait.

SORRY I'VE BEEN SLACKING KRIEGS BUT DC WAS AWESOMEEEEEE

So when I left for DC I really had the intention to do my blogs there, but once I got there we were practically neverrrr in the room so I really had no opportunity to, SORRY! BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS SOOOO FUNNN!!!! I've seriously missed those boys soo much and going down to see them was so refreshing, especially since I've been in such a funk lately because I'm sick of the same old scenery day after day. There was actually a scare whether I could go or not because my dad called me thursday morning and informed me of this "big snow storm" coming friday, so I had to get a hold of the people I was going with (which was a difficult process because they were both at work), call off work myself (because I was "soooo siiiickkk"...shh don't tell target), and pack/get ready to leave at around 8ish. So we hit the road, were there by 1:30 ish. That night was dull because jack had to work on his paper and HI it was 1am when people had classes the next day, clearly there was nothing going on, but the rest of the weekend: NUTS. Friday both jack and ty skipped classes to hang out with us and that night we went to downtown dc to a club, and it was insanity. SOOOO much fun I can't even explain it. Saturday we got lost in the city looking for a place to eat and jack was screaming in the back seat as tyler was his normal nuts driver weaving in and out of traffic because he lacks this thing called patience. That night we were supposed to go to a frat but the frat boys come pick the AU kids up and they normally only pick groups of girls, and since we were a group of 3 boys 2 girls we didn't get picked to go. Whatever, all the people who went came back within an hour because they said it was lame, and I've already been to the frat scene....not that exciting. It was just so fun to be with jack and ty again, I miss them soooo much when they're at school. AND THEY COME HOME MAY 6TH FOR 4 MONTHS YAY =D

MY DREAM JOB!!!!!!!

So throughout high school i've come to the conclusion that the thing that interests me the most is sociology, yet i'm not sure if i want to major in it because 1. where are all the jobs at? and 2. maybe i'll find something i like more in college. so i'll probably end up changing my major like 90% of all college kids do. BUT if i was just handed a job, no questions asked, and it had to be a job i would like, it would have to be oprah's job. i mean, IT'S PERFECT!!!! you work for around 3 hours per day, weekends off and any other time (cause they play re-runs), you get to meet soooo many different types of people who have been through so many different experiences, which have affected them in different ways (hence where the sociology is tied in), you do good things for other people (OPRAH'S GIVE AWAY DAY!!!), and the paycheck is like 18 figures (nice.). oprah is rolling in cash, she is practically god in the eyes on millions of people across the county, and the extent of her job includes statements like: "mmhmm," or "and how did you handle that?" or "wow congratulations!" i really think i could handle that job, and it would be sooo perfect.

I AM SO SICK OF HIGH SCHOOLLLLLLLLLL

SERIOUSLY, IT NEEDS TO BE AUGUST 24TH LIKE NOW. I'm sooooooo siiiicckkkk of high school and the 7 hours of classes everyday and the same rules that apply to every age level in the school and some of the people and soeifoseinfosnfi everything. I was thinking about it today, and it really doesn't make sense how a lot of classes give the same amount of work as college classes but instead of meeting 2 times a week like in college, the class is everyday. Oh but it's okay, because the teacher gives you "class time" to get work done. Sorry, but I really can't write essays or read chapters out of college textbooks with 20 other people around me talking. So really, i would say 4 hours out of the 7 that I'm stuck in school, I'm doing nothing productive. And if anything pisses me off about high school, its the nazi study hall teachers who think that they can control us by making us write passes out to go to our lockers from senior study hall aka about 20 feet away. are you kidding me????????? if a "monitor" asks me what i'm doing, i'll say that i'm getting a book from my locker so i can do work in study hall. if the school is really going to discipline me for that, then they need to sit back and look at how ridiculous the system really is. wow i just noticed how much i complain in my blogs....hahahah whatever ya gotta keep sane somehow...


oh ps, i go to dc in 2 days=)

TIMMY WEINGART IS AWESOME

so i was just thinking about it, but timmy weingart is wicked sweet. if you don't know who that is, first of all you're missing out, and second it's jack and tyler weingart's little bro. and if you don't know who jack and ty are then you're SERIOUSLY missing out. soo timmy is coming with katie schild and i down to dc this friday to visit jack and ty, and his little sophomore-ness is having some serious anxiety. i think it's cute because i was the same way when i went to visit my sister up at syracuse when i was his age. anyways, timmy is basically the little brother i never had... he tells me all about his girlfriend and high school and his life, and i do the same. it's kind of sweet cause while jack and tyler are off at school and i just miss them a ton, timmy's always around somewhere omitting all his weingart-ness so i don't get too bad of a withdrawl. soo i basically just can't wait to see him down in dc. cause last time i went, well....it was just insanely fun and i can't wait to see how much he loves it....cause i know he will. AW TIMMY IF YOU READ THIS I LOVE YOU.

bleh work >_<

sooo today is my 5th consecutive day of work, hence why i've been slacking on my blogs (sorry kriegs). and dude.....i'm super sick of it. seriously, being a cashier at target produces 2 positive things: one, i've met a ton of cool kids which make work a tad less boring cause we all just slack and talk the whole time, and two, it's a great motivation to go to college and get a real job. i work with sooo many people over 30 who aren't exec's or anything, just cashiers or salesfloor workers, and i'm not trying to condescend them at all because at least they have a job, but i just can't imagine doing this mind numbing work for the rest of my life. i mean it's sort of fun now, just because i don't do anything really and i get a paycheck every other friday, but i already know now i want a career a little more rewarding than saying "hi how are you, have a nice day, would you like to open a target card today?" a million and five times a day. i know basically every career is repetitive, but i want something where i can learn... ugh i wish i was one of this kids who knew what they wanted to do with their life when they came out of the womb and stuck with it until they were successful....BAH

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i'm watching freaks and geeks right now and its sweet. no really. like they only made one season of it because everyone hated it but i can't see why....its beyond hilarious. it has the guy from knocked up and hes a huge stoner in the show which is relevant to every role hes ever played. oh and QUINNY JUST BOUGHT ROCK BAND AND I'M GOING OVER THERE TO PLAY IN LIKE 5 MINUTES AND I'M SO EXCITED YAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! i'm sort of an addict to rockband/guitar hero.....rehab anyone? okay i would right more but quinny just called me again and i sort of rather play rock band than blog.......oh and dc is in 5 days =D bye

gh3 is christ

uhh i'm currently in the transition step on guitar hero 3 between medium and hard and its really taking a toll on me. i'm going to go play now because it is in fact a drug and i need to get my fix. ps i have the cutest cat in the world...he is wicked fat and is currently crawling all over me. this blog is gonna be all shades of unorganized cause i'm really add right now and can't keep a single thought on my mind. um 5 days til DC I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!! tyler texted me last night and said that he can't wait for me to come, and ever since then its been on my mind. i'm still in bed i need to get my lazy ass up HA. okay i have to go play guitar hero and go to work. this blog sucks i'm sorry i had to put the reader through it..hahahaaaaaaaa

yay v day

so valentines day. corny, romantic, whatever. i mean i hang out with my boyfriend almost every night anyways.....and i kind of don't think we'll be doing anything different today...and dude i completely rather have it that way. today will most likely consist of guitar hero, family guy, and we might go get a bite to eat (wings?).. we both agreed that we hate the mooshy corny romantic love gotta go out to an expensive restaurant to prove your love shit. my boyfriend and i are sort of the same person.....like we like the same things, we laugh at the same stupid stuff, and i've never had a serious fight with him and i've been with him for around 7 months? idk something around there...and he really is one of my best friends. we just get each other....and i love it. so we're doing something chill and cute today...nothing fancy. i mean i'm 17, he's 19. we're not middle aged folk who believe in dinner and a movie as a perfect date. blah thats such bullshit i rather do something i'll have fun at....i.e. guitar hero with the kid i like spending time with. it really is nice to have someone that i have fun with and care about at the same time. ew now i'm getting corny this is gross bye.

yay snowdays!

okay so i love days off so so SO so soooo much. The only thing that sucks about them is i can't go anywhere because the roads are too bad. today i woke up and was being all productive cause i actually started my laundry and that has been sooo far overdue its disgusting...and after that all i wanted to do was go over to my boyfriends house cause he has 1. guitar hero and 2. the comfiest futon EVERRR. but i couldn't because the roads were terrible and so is my car in snow/ice. and he lives off boswell aka a huge hill so there was no way he could get out of his house either. boo so now i'm bored cause i'm home alone and there is nothing to do. but i'd take a day bored at home over school any day......so no complaints at all. ps 9 days til DC AHH =D

i hate the cold, but days off are sweet.

So this winter I really came to the conclusion that I definitely do NOT want to live in upstate NY for the rest of my life. I hate the heavy clothes, and having to bundle up every time I go outside, I hate my freezing car every morning because I'm wayyyy too lazy to go out and heat her up before I leave, and I just want to live by a beach. The one thing I LOOOOVEE about the winter in upstate NY though is the snow/ice/wind/it is way too cold to go to school days. Especially because it's my senior year I want days off as possible for sweet reasons like snow before I go off to college and those things rarely exist. I'm talking about this now because of the early dismissal we had today and the potential day off we're going to have tomorrow due to something nuts like 2 inches of ice. yessssssssssssss. there really is no greater sight than seeing the schools name roll across the news screen in the morning with that pretty little "closed" below it.

RIP Kirby.............'s battery

So this morning I went out to Kirby (aka my car) and attempted to turn her on only to hear pathetic little attempts and a final breath of death. So I began to increasingly freak out because Kirby is in fact my child and I don't really know if I could handle her passing on to car heaven. I ended up having to go into school with my mom which was a thrill in a half because she is OH SO CHEERY in the morning........cough.... and had to go home with little timothy weingart who I LOVE but I also made him late for work so I felt bad. BUT ANYWAYS, after school my dad came over to look at her and he taught me how to pop start her because she is a standard and I like on a hill so I can do that......which was um awesome because I was defying my dead car and breathing life back into her. SO, I my dad has a lot more car intelligence than I do, and he concluded that Kirby was not in fact dead, only her battery was :)! So we took her to AutoZone and got a pretty new battery for her. YAY!! The only downside was the standing out in 0 degree weather to put said new battery in...but now she is oh so peppy and as good as new!!! aw I love kirbs<33333

DCBOUNDDDD!!!!

Okay so its now feb. 9th, and i leave for DC in less than 2 weeks. I'm going down to visit my best friends jack and tyler at american university with one of their/my friends and their little brother. UMMMM I CAN'T WAIT. Not only can i not wait to see them because..HI i haven't seen them in like a month and that is high unacceptable because they're awesome, and also, i went down a couple months ago and it was beeeyyyonnndddd fun. I've known jack and ty since i was practically in the womb and we always have the best times together. I hate that they're 5 hours away oh so much. But hey....its only like 4 months away until they come home for like 3 months and if we're all not completely broke beyond all comprehension then we're hitting up the dominican republic!!!!! i want summer now.