hiiiiiiighschool yo

WELL, seeing as though high school is winding down, i think it's safe to say the majority of it has been fun. freshman year everyone is scared shitless, but everyone learns to adapt. sophomore year (my FAV) is great, cause you're not a freshman anymore, and you're still too young to be bogged down by college stuff and career ideas. junior year is horrible...wayyyy too much work and wayyy too many people yelling at you that you need to plan the rest of your life in one year...i.e. YOU NEEEED TO FIND A COLLEGE AND YOU NEEEED TO PICK A MAJOR!!!!! chill people, everything works out. SENIOR year is good...i mean i thought it would be better than it is tho. i thought it would be sweet to be the oldest, but it's really just annoying to see how many young kids are around you and to witness all the stupid shit that we all did again through the actions of underclassmen. i just want to be surrounded by people who are my age/older again...i get along better with older people i think cause personally i think the drama that comes with the majority of my classmates is immature and pointless. people think i live under a rock because i don't know whats going on with everyones drama...well i guess i do, but i chose to stay away from it because i hang out with people who are chill and don't flip out over useless stuff. OMG THIS GIRL IS DATING MY EX BOYFRIEND EVEN THO WE BROKE UP 4 YEARS AGO. ummmm grow up? i swear the maturity level of some people i have to interact with on a day to day basis is one of the major reasons i want to get out of high school. i mean, i've seen college life, and it's so much more laid back and accepting of things...not to say theres not any but theres much less petty drama that fills high school. okay there are hot pockets to be eaten i gotta go.

i am tired.

i was just thinking about how amazingly sweet it would be to not need sleep. like can you even imagine if we needed like an hour of sleep a night, and work hours stayed the same so the rest of the time you could just do whatever you want...dude. i would love it. cause i hate this 8 hours a night bullshit...or for me 10 hours because apparently i'm still 5 months old according to my required amount of sleep for me to feel rested. like i don't have time to sleep more than like 6 hours a night.. too much shiiittt to doooo. ugh i wish i lived in europe it's so much more chill over there..none of this go go go busy omg stress crap. and on that note i'm going to take a nap.

damn it feels good to be a ganster

i'm just listening to the song...and it makes me want to go watch office space...cause office space OWNS.
And all I gotta say to you
Wannabe, gonnabe, cocksuckin, pussy-eatin prankstas
Cuz when the fry dies down what the fuck you gonna do
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
bahahahhaaha its GOLD. like stupid rap like that is my guilty pleasure...guilty because it really is shit compared to the regular music i listen to but ITS SO FUN TO LISTEN TO. hahahahah if anyone reads this and went to danny p's cabin last summer DUDE DO YOU REMEMBER CJ BEING BLACKED OUT ASLEEP UPSTAIRS THEN THIS SONG CAME ON AND HE SPRINTED DOWN STAIRS TO SING IT HAAAAAHAHAHAAHA ah i love summer..